All of my sexual dreams from the past couple of weeks include women. There is my good friend dressed in a hot garter set, ordering me around, not letting me come until she says so. There's another one I can't quite remember. It's too fuzzy. (Darn!) And then one with a woman I just met, who I don't feel attracted to when I see her, but in the dream it was really fun and sexy. We wrestled on the floor, laughing and grinding. It was hot.
I have been so into ladies and lady sex. My desire for emotional and physical intimacy with women is back.
I lost my romantic inclinations toward women for a couple months. But in the past month or so, they have come roaring back to life. Why? I don't really know. Maybe because I have finally shaken off the last vestiges of the summer drama and my heart is ready again to trust women and to be with them. Whatever the reason, I take my sexy lady dreams to be an indication that my subconscious is diggin' the lady vibe again. Which makes me really happy. And horny.
Also, I had a pretty phenomenal dream in which I tell my parents that I am dancing. In my dream, my mom takes it pretty well. She is concerned, but she receives it well, without judgement or blame or guilt or shaming. And my conversation I have had with her since my dream, I have this state of mind that she already knows and I feel so much more comfortable talking about other things and not stressing out about the fact that she doesn't know that I dance. It's quite nice to have that kind of release and resolution, even if it wasn't "real" (it was still real for me even though it didn't actually involve my mom).